When I first read this while on my way to school, it seemed like a better version of thoughts I had before. It was as if my whole feeling was put into words. The words really spoke to me, and I was pleasantly surprised at how much I could relate to it.

One of the sections mentioned something about “experiencing something in different point of views” or something roughly like that. It really spoke to me as I have expressed a need for wanting to experience my friend through something unimaginable.

I don’t know. I think that I was distancing myself at that time. Like how it says that worship is love at a distance. That made me realize that what I felt for her was not love, but in fact a want to love. It was insecure love. Love that was scared to be felt.

I like my friend. I liked her a lot. But sometimes I wonder if I just loved the person I wanted to see. The person that didn't exist. Perhaps thats why I wanted to view or experience her in every possible way. Like how an god views its creation.

I don’t know exactly why I’m writing this. I strayed off topic (sorry).

I think that I liked Ai. I think that it's a pretty useful tool. It felt wonderful to just ask a question and get immediate answers. I spent so much days just talking to it, asking it questions, and letting it think for me.

But after some time, I began to see the patterns to its talk. It lacked personality, and it's writing style is actually so ass. There was absolutely zero personality in the things it wrote that it surprised me.

I didn't have this problem when I read articles written by real people. They were funny and interesting. My mind was engaged and the style had an unique sense to it. It felt as if I was experiencing the writer's personality and viewpoints on paper. Ai lacked that though.

I think the one thing that I really didn't regret about using Ai is how it made me more appreciative of human art. I used to take nice writing for granted, but now that I'm more educated on it, I realize what an art writing can be.


Author's note: I wrote this while on the couch, so it probably sucks. I know that its repetitive but I coudln't miss the chance to write. I like writing. I feel like slop made me feel like it's a chore. Writing is amazing when you're "in the flow"